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stupid day dreamer
Thats me! Now that my dreams are hidden from me once more, i find my self day dream most days away... but today... frigin amber again isn't it... I don't know why I keep imaganing me getting back into her life... but i do... and i can't say it makes me happy.

I'm so bored of life, had an interview this morning, and got some further interview/test thing tomorow 12-8/9pm ... don't know if i should be excited about the prospect of getting a job or not... because i just don't really care about it...

Lol at the application form though "rate your self esteem" erm... so low you need a magnfing glass just to spot it? lol if only that was an option.

I can't be arsed with this any more, i'm never going to fall in love again... hell i don't even want to at the moment... i just want...








death... depresingly