roses for valentines
The real reason i bought the dozen rosses in wolverhampton, was not because i thought it'd be inapropriate, but because i wantted to watch them die... hopefully with my love for amber.
However when i saw her again, i just had to give her them... i don't know why, probably the same reason why i get tempted to buy her flowers every time i walk past a flower store... because i didn't remember her favourite flower.
I wish i could stop thinkin of her, i realy do... i just want to sort of get on with my life, forget her... mark her up as an ex... but i can't... and it's startin to annoy me now.

I asked her if i could see her again soon, she seemed to smile when i suggested christmas... but i guess i'm just clutching to straws in hopes she's just testing me.
I'm such a sap.

though her hand round my neck while andrew wasn't looking... damn... that turned me on lol

wish i could chear up a lottle