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I'm really fed up of how i feel for her.
she hates me because i'm pathetic... and i've got to agree with her there.
but theres just something about the way she made me feel.

i never had friends like she does... and she made me feel like a friend.

but she might have well just been playin mind games with me

i feel sick almost everyday

music doesn't help

not because it reminds me of her... but because pritty much every song is some sort of love song... and i love her way too much for my own good.

but meh, a4e starts tomorow... oh joys... hopefully get a job by the end of it... and i'm gona send her something for her birthday... even though she hates me... just because i can really.

hallelujah - the song i sang when waitin for her :'(