oh well
start again...

isn't it strange how when i finnaly want her
she finnaly leaves me alone

so scared of hurting her that i pushed her away to the point of no return

all i want is to see her happy again

i tried my damn hardiest to make it this weekend

but i guess i was more scared of being happy.

so i guess its time for me to start again

return to the life i wantted

and see if i can't live my life through this self distructive route

i can't believe she's done this

after everything...

she chooses comfort
and i'm just wrap in wire