paranoid about andrew
everyone i love seems to be going off with andrew.
i feel like i've been left behind, because no-one wanted to follow me
i wonder sometimes about the purpose in running my own path, when everyone else just seems to fall into mainstream and sweep away to the start.
why does no one fight what they want in there future, rather then worry about a saftey net when life gets you down.

i wish i understood the coping methods of others, because i've lost mine.