Current mood:	confused
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Entry tags:	dilema, life, relationships

temptations
there's two people that i really fancy at the moment, and i mean above anyone else, however there is a slight problem with asking them out....there all ready going out

now i'm not sure how your mind works, however if i just read that about someone else, i would assume that the writer was chasing to girls who have boyfriends, am i right? well if i am, then you're wrong.

Chelsea and noz are engaged to be married. I don't want to come between them, however I really fancy Chelsea she makes me feel fucking awesome about my self. And i've always fancied noz, just never wanted a boy friend. So what i'm thinking of doing is asking them both to go out with me. This would mean a three way relationship, and at no point will anyone be cheating on anyone else. now obviously, i don't want to know what those two get up to when there alone because it will make me jealous, and i'm sure neither of them want to know any sexual stuff me and the other gets up to, and that will all have to be discussed, however there is no rule in the animal kingdom, that says you must only be with one person. now if in the future i find someone better, then does two can stay together get married etc, and it wont bother me. In fact i would still date both of them even if they did get married. But i really want to be both of theirs boyfriend, because they both make me feel happy and help me deal with my life a lot.

the question is, will they be happy in a three way relationship or not. I've got to ask them, and i don't know how to ask them...obviously i'll have to ask them both out at the same time, but how the hell do you bring up this sort of conversation with someone.

This isn't something i've really thought of as a possibility in the past, however i have often wanted to chat up/pull other people when i've been in a relationship with others, so it seems perfectly natural to me, to go out with them both, and all three of us be happy. I just don't know how comfortable they will be with the idea...mainly noz knowing that i'm allowed to do sexual things to Chelsea is what i'm worried about. But with any luck, noz will be open minded enough to deal with it all.

oh but i am NOT moving in with them. I like living at my dads, and i need my space away from them, as much as they need space away from me. I just want them both so damn much.