oh well   
11:07am 08/02/2009
  start again...

isn't it strange how when i finnaly want her
she finnaly leaves me alone

so scared of hurting her that i pushed her away to the point of no return

all i want is to see her happy again

i tried my damn hardiest to make it this weekend

but i guess i was more scared of being happy.

so i guess its time for me to start again

return to the life i wantted

and see if i can't live my life through this self distructive route

i can't believe she's done this

after everything...

she chooses comfort
and i'm just wrap in wire
 
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what if   
10:11pm 08/02/2009
 
mood: drained/in love
i just disapeared.
i don't mean as in died
i mean just disapeared
no more blogging, no more vampirefreaks, no more deviantart


think anyone would notice (no bambi that doesn't include you)


think anyone would care



think i'd ever die?
 
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