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ok so i forgot to tell danny to come out with us, and he missed us in town however: had a great chat with (ch)el yesterday morning, about nothing, but it was nice to have someone to talk to while i got dressed and did my hair. Then we headed into town, and because i was with (ch)el i didn't anxious and shit so i was totally fine with sitting in the warren, which i've always hated going into in the past. oh yea, also because of chel because i saw viki i quickly changed direction and tried chating to her...but she didn't seem to care much...though she never did when she hadn't seen me for a while ... *shrugs* oh well, can't be arsed to chase someone who won't chase back. had a bit of chat with aj about scouting for him....not sure i'm actually going to be any friggin help to him cause i don't know any musicians though i might go checkin through the net for local un-signed bands, because i'm sure aj nor cj have checked some of the revenues that i will, and i'm sure i'll find some people interested in signin with him which will be nice. notice this is a general blog post instead of a techie/deep one ^^ feels like i've not made one in ages so feel good about that. noz met up with me and chel and i give him hugs, and yea it was realy really nice because i got to hug him and we was like we used to be more, but with out being hyper and running everywhere oh yea, and almost everyone commented on my hair ^^ which was great....just needs to be cut now :@ went to spiders, danny likes it on a fride so i'll be gettin to go spiders on a fride more now ^^ which means i get my exercise back, my stomach felt so much more toned when i got home, and i know that once i've cut some posions out of my system, and learn what drinks i can get away with drinkin through out the night then i will soon start to re-gain my stomach muscles, and some of my leg strength. you see that was what also helped to keep me fit when i was with amy, as i don't just bob my head up and down anymore, i run, i two step, i windmill my arms, i'm quite dangerous to be around....when i'm healthy and now for the news that makes kitteh feel proud: I'm going to do my best at cuttin out smoking this week as well as caffeine (aka, no relentless, no coke, no coffe, no tea, .... i think i'm gona need to buy some lemonade) i talked to a girl at spiders not a 'danny's mate' girl, not a 'old friend' girl...but a 25year old girl, with awesome hair, who might have been able to pull a 'youngster' if she had done her make up a little better. tehe so proud she played with my hair but i couldn't think of what to keep talkin to her about and she was goin to have another smoke, and i really didn't want to smoke, cause i already had one cig while i was out...and it was the only one i had. though i did have a blast on a NRS and i now know i don't want that, because it's not going to help me. i just need something to chew on, and/or something to do with my hands. like draw or write or just doodle. so i'm going to carry pencil and paper with me more often. and i know i'm going to get cravings for an actual smoke, and if i do, i might get some patches, so when i really want a smoke, i pop on a patch, and then sit and draw. this is going to loose me a social connection to girls, however i think i will always be going out side at clubs so that i can simply cool off viva la smokin ban lol (not really clubs stink of BO now...lol not that i notice.) check my facebook (zepth warr) or myspaz (/zepth) or possibly vampirefreaks (/zepth) for pics of the night...they will be up soon |
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| 02:59pm 27/09/2008 | ||||
getting better at cutting my hair, and that will reduce my time dramaticly was attempting to sit in the bath and relax cause of spiders last night, so cutting that down to shampoo, put on conditioner, wash body, wash out conditioner that will cut down my time will need to shave more often, then will length my time. ideal situation: stand up shower with steam free mirror. then i can just get a shower in the morning and end up fully cleaned and ready to get out should buy: baby oil my skin felt dry when i got out, and skin lotion made it tacky to get dressed. tehe i wish i didnt take up smokin and continued seeing the doctor for asthma pumps. my chest is tight and it slows me down from living my life at the speed i want to....ironic, i started smokin to slow down my life. (see newer post |
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| 03:05pm 27/09/2008 | ||||
to force my self to take a break when working on code and i'm getting stuck in a rut on a problem. the reason i continued: it was a great way to meet new people, especially when the smoking ban came in and you had to go out side to smoke, because then it was quieter, and you could actually stand their and talk. advantage from the smoking ban: every single club that wanted to allow people to smoke, had to get some form of outside area, which i can now use to go cool off, instead of using smoking as a reason not to be dancing why i'm addicted: bordem. i love to roll up. i have recently, when my mates have decided to make a roll up/have a cig, gone to make one my self. and by time i've made one, i don't want to smoke it, because i want to get back to what i was doing, and my mates have usually finished theirs. how i'm going to try and quit: NRTs
cold turkey method: carry pad o paper and a pencil for me to keep my hands busy. buy sweeties like lollies. or find some sort of fruit/veg that i can just chew in my mouth like licorice root. |
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Getting better| living red eyes | ||||
| 07:43pm 27/09/2008 | ||||
Is how we roll. fuck your perfection and your angles For when we come... We come FOR FUN |
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fucking well happy| awsome bar | ||||
| 08:04pm 27/09/2008 | ||||
i'm no longer going to the home page of sites and navigating to where i want to be and i'm no longer going to my home page to get to certain sites. for example to get to the update page of here all i have to do is type in "update" this also gives me a link to update my devart journal, as well as a few other links that i'm not sure i would use lol however it means instead of looking for links to the pages and wasting download time, i can just search my history in their and go stright to the page i want... i now love the awsome bar, even if it was annoying at first... ...i'm starting to love the idea of getting used to things, because it can often make life better...doesn't mean i don't know how to get to sites with out it, however it does just make life easier |
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